THE LIVING TALE

A day with greater disappointments, have you ever felt the world is against you?, ever felt they dont understand your situation?  Did you inner subconscious ever whisp ered in your mind "they dont know"? It had been a long time for me since I've been homel ess... They want me to go back home, i can't.                                             Dont know how... I never cry, but today the vibes were different from the very beginning of the day... Feeling dissappointed, no calls, no good news, no interviews... Just negetivity... Everybody feels like i can return back home easily, it's not how it looks like... What would you do when you come to know the dinner you are about to have contains sufficient amount of poison to kill you? Speechless right? I  was out of my mi...

I feel like the time is increasing its speed day by day, days are passing like the thoughts and imagination that squander around your mind when you close your eyes and focus ... One more day spent explaining myself to the people i never saw... Anyways, i didn't heard a single progressive word today, i visited a company which provides employment, which lightens my heart up with hope. I dont know if i can achieve it, but on the other hand, i dont have a single choice rather than competing with my current situations... I have no choice, i have to  achieve it.                  Life is so cruel to you sometimes, one month ago... I would probably be sitting on my couch munching nachos or maybe working in my father's restro, suddenly my life took a turn and threw me into the reality of life on earth... I never imagined i would be at this situation in which i am right now. All i can do is work as much as i c...

It has been 3 weeks since i have been living with my friends... Apart from family, relatives & relationship, it hurts...but motivates me every time i feel like I'm alone... And i have to get every thing done in my life on my own... No helps... No excuses... Just work... Anyways i don't have a job right now... And i need a job right now as every man with a plan needs... To complete my education... I need money...                         Since last few dusk's and dawns made me feel defeated... Today since morning I'm feeling self motivated, ambitious and confident... I applied in a few firms but its hard to get job just after high school... But i believe tomorrow morning my cell phone will ring up and the voice on the other side of the phone will make my day by calling me for an interview.... Hope my wish comes true the next morning i wake up.