Screams beneath the silence

A day with greater disappointments, have you ever felt the world is against you?, ever felt they dont understand your situation?  Did you inner subconscious ever whispered in your mind "they dont know"? It had been a long time for me since I've been homeless... They want me to go back home, i can't.
                                            Dont know how... I never cry, but today the vibes were different from the very beginning of the day... Feeling dissappointed, no calls, no good news, no interviews... Just negetivity... Everybody feels like i can return back home easily, it's not how it looks like... What would you do when you come to know the dinner you are about to have contains sufficient amount of poison to kill you? Speechless right? I  was out of my mind when i noticed the smell of poison in my dinner, horrified as hell, goosebumps hit my skins when i came to know my parents did it intentionally. I was afraid to live there. Feeling unsafe in my own house... That was the last day when my parents saw me... And now months passed...i dont even get a call from them... Bizzare, but true.

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